My friends mom keeps telling me she thinks life is hardest for people in their 20’s and i totally believe her. i was about to do something really selfish and then a really big thing happened and i realized that this is not about me, i have to let go so people i love can get what they want. he knows what he wants and he needs to go get it and i can not put myself first. someday i will know what i want and now i will be able to get it. i don’t have to think about anyone else. freedom is scary and its lonely but i am going to learn from it. times in my life where i have been single have been some of the best times. hopefully this time around i can try some new things.im so thankful for cosmic messages, this time im saved from totally making a mistake.